Since a few months I've been feeling a bit off. I got irritated by things which didn't bother me before, because I've never paid any attention to it. I'm speaking about my hair, chest, body, voice and pronouns.
I've noticed my way of thinking has changed dramatically. Within a few months, I came to the conclusion I didn't feel comfortable as a girl anymore. Since that conclusion, I started hating my body and all things named above.
To be direct: please use male pronouns (he/his) and call me my prefered name Aaron. Don't call me cute (exceptionally good friends), pretty or something familair. I know you mean it as a compliment, but over the time it has been bothering me because I don't want to be 'cute' I want to be a "cool" guy. (Understanding my endless rambling??)
I haven't come out as transgender yet and don't plan to unless I am a thousand percent sure I am a man inside. For now, I'd prefer if you guys would aknowledge this message and help me through this,
because honestly, it's a pain in the ass.